A good friend of mine left to Canada… I hope he and his family would do well there. Another friend is getting divorced… A job I do, is interesting, I enjoy it, sometimes it is hard, but if I plan and stick to the plan, everything works just fine. Started to do more sports twice or even three times per week, I progress in weight lifting, started to gain my weight too. Eating and feeling almost normally, less heartburns, although, I think it is also related to the fact that I went to some nutritionist to take some natural food addons, which helped.
Met with friends for lunch at goocha today, was really nice and fish was very spicey 🙂 Alex prepared a photoalbum of his photographs and it is really admirable that he made a complete work of his photos! Congrats Alex! here his site to visit: http://www.hectic.net
Other things to mention, the Reiki album was a disaster… No one talked about it, wether it was good or bad or anything. And it made me really sad, I started to think maybe I’m doing somethig wrong? Or my music started to bore… I stopped and looked on myself, and found that my music is boring. It made me feel really bad. And currently I stopped creating, I think of how do I really compose something that is interesting and smart, as I did few years ago. Then people really loved my music, which currently not the situation.
Thoughts about the issue with my music are currently none, except the fact that I always based on harmony as basis and generated improvisational melodies around the harmony structure. I found that my harmony knowledge is fulfilled, and not interesting anymore, I need to find other ways to compose.
I like your new Reiki album Lucid Harmony, it is wonderful and up lifting not boring at all.
Just the thought of you not composing anymore )-; made me cry in tears…
Posting files and not getting comments has nothing to do with the files talent I rarely comment at blogs even the ones I read all the time.
There are so many talented artists not truly valued or getting recognition during their lifetime yet this did not made their art less valuable.
I think you should play it live in Tel-Aviv at a small place with a piano that attracts music lovers.
I have stopped writing poetry years ago and wrote only computer code. Just now when I started learning Animation at Camera Obscura I regret the lack of creativity I suffered.
Thanks for the comments!